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"chuffed to little mintballs" it was liked.

15:50 Jul 31 2008
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..my new picture, I drew for Crowgirl, is on my profile, without text.


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(Fortunate sod.)

14:39 Jul 31 2008
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Starting the morning learning my VHS machine has finally died before I made my way to the dole. As I sat with my forms in my local benefit office I still roiled at the fact that I’d been signed off Incapacity Benefit, the day of the operation.

After travelling back home, then back again to deal with more of it, I said: “Please don’t phone me tomorrow, it’s voluntary work. I don’t want anymore hassles then.”

‘Evidence’ had gone to the decision makers by fax.

“Not even if it’s good news,” she asked.

“Not even if its good news,” I had responded with a grin.

Although I’d been less stressed than I had been earlier, I was still walking a tightrope.

“I’ve had enough of the dole,” I had added.

“Shall I take that personally?” She’d fished, with a lob-sided grin.

“No,” I answered, as I stood to leave, “I’m going for a walk.”

At the end of the day I arrived at Hamilton Square. To my cost, I learnt they had a sale of crisps and associated products, like the Cheddar Cheese flavour mini-Ryvita savoury biscuits I bought, saying to the ticket seller, “Trust you to have a sale on crisps, when I’ve got the munchies.”

Needless to say, my remark had provoked the hint of a smile, which lasted just less than a minute, from the representative of the transport authorities.

On the train, as I nodded, then wrote to stay awake, I was amused by two merrily drunk musicians, delighted by the look and attention, of the blonde to my left.

Once they got off, with kisses and handshakes abounding, she continued on toward Chester, with me as company as far as Bromborough. Poor girl.

We’d chatted awhile.It transpires she works at the Blue-coat Art Centre, formerly the Art School) perhaps one of the most beautiful buildings in Liverpool. (Fortunate sod.)


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..a long one.

00:04 Jul 29 2008
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On the hottest day of the year so far, (about 83) I walked to the dole to seek assistance over something, only to have my grapefruits juice explode on my bag. By the time I walked there, I was melting: and then, I was told that my claim for incapacity Benefit has been denied. And, I’m legit and in pain and hot and sweaty. So, after I got home and made an appointment to go to where I’d just been, by phone, I went a walk, a long one.


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SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
14:12 Jul 29 2008

Sometimes those long walks help to keep us from exploding...like grapefruit.





 

I easily smile

23:26 Jul 27 2008
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While I was washing the windows today, my parents were sitting at the bottom of the garden in the shade provided by the Beech Hedge. Then some friends arrived. It seems my friend’s missus had read some of the stories I have written under another name.

She liked them!

And.. I’ve been drawing.. gawd, I hope the Labrat likes it?

That said.. when I’ve felt low the last few days, I’ve read a poem someone put up here, for me & I easily smile.


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XxLabRatxX
XxLabRatxX
15:46 Jul 28 2008

The LabRat will love it ;)





 

..just checking out reality, for a second or thirty.

00:45 Jul 27 2008
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It seems that six low level explosions have gone off in Bangalore, India.

They went off at the same time, in crowded areas; and fortunately there were few fatalities reported. Bangalore is the home of 40% of the outsourced I.T. work that India does. If a terrorist wanted to do real damage to the West’s infrastructure, it strikes me that would be a good way to do it.

..

I heard that a short while on an Indian magazine programme on the radio. On the same report, I heard how much as it is against the wishes of the house, President Bush is seeking close cooperation with India, over assisting with it’s peaceful nuclear programme.

This is a country that already has nuclear weapons, as does it’s close neighbour Pakistan, with home they have only in recent years reached a form of detent.

One has to wonder if his efforts to act with India will act to destabilise this tenuous peace.



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..after the operation.

00:12 Jul 27 2008
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well I can type.. just slowly, very slowly.

(and I shouldn't be gardening, but I have been!)


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
00:54 Jul 27 2008

*ahem*



STOP GARDENING !!!!!



*hugs*





crowgirl
crowgirl
02:19 Jul 27 2008

REST!!!! NOW!!!! 0.o you do know that we WILL come and find you, and make you rest your hand. Heh.

The VR Council has spoken!





ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
03:24 Jul 27 2008

huggles neil....you get better with time...*hugs* Hugs* hugs*





Sinora
Sinora
15:01 Jul 27 2008

So, basically we don't have to be nice to you any more ??? Awwww but I will be for the next couple of days anyhow.....I'll even give you one of my very special....*squishy hugs* x





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
18:14 Jul 28 2008

You really need to stop the gardening. It will hamper your healing process.



Do I have to break out the whips and chains to keep you in line?



*konks self on forehead...damn..I forgot, you might like that!*





Darkinfatuation428
Darkinfatuation428
02:07 Jul 30 2008

naughty naughty





 

And, then I sat and waited.

23:51 Jul 26 2008
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I was up at 6:00 a.m. and my last cigarette was had as I got ready, leaving another waiting in the ashtray for my return. Then at seven, my Dad’s alarm went off and within minutes I’d got the expected, “Are you ready yet?”

Broiling with annoyance, I replied, “I will, in five minutes.”

We were there, well in time for my appointment. Details were taken by the clerk; then, blood pressure taken; and then details taken again, by the attending nurse.

And, then I sat and waited.

After awhile, the surgeon came to have a chat with me and it struck me as amusing that an exchange between him and my Primary nurse, indicated his surprise that I’d not seen earlier.

At the end of the discussion, I ended with an arrow on the lower part of my left arm, pointing down toward my wrist.

Then, there was time to wait, in my blue chair, with stiff cushions and a high back; the television playing softly, to the right of the open door to my left.

Reticent as I was, the Ankh had to come off.

The nurse who’d been attending to me, had been kind enough to pop it in a plastic bag, which went in the robe; then finally beneath the trolley I lay on, when I was taken in for my general anaesthetic.

The fellow who’d pushed me on the trolley was also a Neil, who spelt it like me.

The black lady to my right had a good smile and a gentle manner.

The fellow who did the injection looked like Ade Edmonson, the actor from ‘Bottom.’

And, that prick in the back of my right hand was the last thing I recall.

The next thing I knew I was flat on my back, on a trolley in the day ward.

I don’t have a cast and I can move my fingers.

Fatigued as I am, it’s pleasing that I’m able to write that previous sentence.


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Lovely Wilder

00:07 Jul 25 2008
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I saw the thread Wilder did for me in the forum.

Aw wow.. wasn't that kindess itself.. that and those who responded.

(And yes, Akasha420 did a similar thing.. but the op's.. ah, SOON! an.. I appreciated it.)


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Kontradiction
Kontradiction
00:12 Jul 25 2008

(((hugs)))



of course hun...we're here for you.





LAZARUSAD
LAZARUSAD
16:34 Jul 25 2008

Our thoughts and prayers are with you...





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
16:41 Jul 25 2008

i never set foot in the forums lol

but you are on my mind, and in my heart...





ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
19:23 Jul 25 2008

i light my candles every night for you my friend. hoping the light will find its way to you, hope you know you have tons of friends who love ya...and I am one of those that gladly do..*hugs* be thinking of you my friend...





 

Think kind thoughts, please ..

15:09 Jul 24 2008
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Tomorrow, at 7:45 a camera is going in my wrist, cartilidge will be scraped out and tendons reattatched.

..

I'd be obliged for a few kind thoughts about that time please. Thoughts of the gas and death fill my head.

..

So a few kind thoughts would be nice. Thanks.


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Sinora
Sinora
15:13 Jul 24 2008

Think sex and Dr who stuff instead hon....I'll be thinking of you...*hugs*





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
15:24 Jul 24 2008

You'll definately be thought of and prayed for.





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
15:52 Jul 24 2008

you're gonna be just fine Dearheart

*hugs*





RedQueen
RedQueen
19:37 Jul 24 2008

Keeping warm fuzzy thoughts of you at the time hon- we'll all be there in spirit for you





Drakontion
Drakontion
23:00 Jul 24 2008

Don't worry, you'll do just fine! You'll wake up as good as new again =)





ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
19:24 Jul 25 2008

celine stands by your bed, with whip in hand...and your thinking what?? grins...





 

..she understands. "Well cool!"

15:02 Jul 24 2008
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Yesterday, before bed, I saw a message in my email account; and. In the title line it said ‘an official apology from **** ****** That had surprised me.

It is from the fellow who I felt used by over the film, who I introduced to my contacts.

Now I either hold grudges, or accept an apology. But, it has to be offered. That said, although I openly acknowledge that I am a tad argumentative, I do not like to dislike people. Yet, I am reticent to open that email.



This morning, early on, I got a phone-call from the manager of the agency concerned with the agency responsible for the £60 I got invoiced for. It transpires my letter to my employment advisor was listened to. And, I got as near to an apology as anyone is likely to get from a manager now.

Then come lunchtime, I got my fifteen minutes of fame, again.

A short while ago, our local PCT informed us, via a throwaway card, that an agency was going to assist with data collection, on their behalf.

It seems that unless we opt out of this, it is taken for granted that we accede to the scheme.

Well, I’ve acted already and contacted my Practice Manager and have taken my parents names and address’s of this list.

Come lunch-time, I phoned Radio Merseyside, to talk of this after hearing someone talk of their concerns, because of the lack of patients permission for their data to be collected. Well, I must have been on the mark, as later representatives from the PCT came on the radio, ‘to explain’. The two representatives had ended up sounding just like politicians, not saying ‘yes’ or ‘no’ to anything & saying that we, the public had misunderstood.

After that, it had seemed as though the flood-gates had opened and caller after caller rang in to say pretty much as I had earlier.

..

It’s off to voluntary work later and on my return, more practice on doing up my shoes later with one hand, as after my operation I’ll be wearing the cast on my wrist.

That is, as long as I have a Saturday, after the Friday.

Aye, that’s how I feel about it. My employment advisor says I’m being silly, but tells me that she understands.







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Tall Ships.

00:37 Jul 24 2008
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Sunday night, I got nervous and paranoid about being around a lot of people, out watching The Tall Ships. So, I'd asked advice, from someone I respect on VR.

Well, after a restful three hours sleep (sarcasm intended there) my alarm went off at 7:30 a.m. and I began to get ready. As my back had tensed and facing the bathroom was difficult, after I’d prepared a packed lunch, I readied the backroom for my Father, so he could get on with the housework. Then I emptied the bins, ready to put in the green bin for collection day, today. Then I’d chopped the onions, as preparation for them cooking the cheese ‘n potato casserole, for tea.

Whilst Dad finished off the housework I’d been watching an episode of ‘Without A Trace.’ Needless to say, when it had ended, much to my chagrin, my Father had beaten me to the bathroom.

But, I had got out and successfully followed ‘my plan.’

Whereas most people it seemed, were getting the train from Bromborough to Hamilton Square and get a shuttle bus to Seacombe, I’d decided to get off at Birkenhead Central and walked to the Docks, then Seacombe, via The Fireman’s Arms, where a whiskey had been had. Then I’d started walking.

I’d got to Seacombe Ferry about 1:20 p.m., or thereabouts. I had chosen to stand by the railings on the promenade, to the right of the ferries landing stage. Parked in front of the known Liverpool cityscape was a naval supply vessel, The Limebay. The weather was good. One by one, a few tall ships passed by, from left to right and the starting point, further down the river.

I saw two more warships join the supply ship and noticed on do a U-turn, one wasn’t English. There was also an Apache helicopter in the air; a fireboat, spouting water; and an aerial display, The Red Arrows display team, in four propeller planes, looping the loop and allsorts, before a cannon went BOOM and the ships began to move, toward the mouth of the River Mersey and the start of the 2008 Tall Ships Race.

I’d met someone I knew amongst the crowd and called at his. The fellows getting a pc off me tomorrow, not a big one, but it is a working pc and he’ll be able to watch films on .avi and things. And on the way to his, I sat on a bench and watch cars pass, as I drank coffee and ate egg batches I saw those four planes doing more aerobatics.

All in all, a long a very pleasant day, with lots of photo’s taken.

..

It seems I was given good advice Sunday night.





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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
02:19 Jul 24 2008

sounds like a WONDERFUL day !





 

Seeking reflection, from a good woman.

00:43 Jul 21 2008
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(Read from the bottom)







..well, someone has learnt how to press my buttons.



On 23:07:45 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) **** wrote:



If you truly want to go, then don't let wariness hold you back. Bring me back an adventure. Go be a knight and find me a prize...then come back and tell me all.



On 22:58:43 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) Angelus wrote:



I did four years ago and I do. But I am very wary of crowds. Took me years to feel confident enough to walk the streets of Liverpool in the dark, to go to voluntary work. (Used to go from the station to there by taxi.)



On 22:55:31 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) **** wrote:



I don't think it's cowardice...unless you really want to see the ships



On 22:52:44 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) Angelus wrote:



I'm thinking of bottling out of the tall ships tomorrow, as I'm wary of the crowds. I saw them four years ago and know what it'll be like. But, that's cowardice.



On 22:51:40 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) **** wrote:



Of course.



On 22:50:43 Jul 20 2008 (-0 GMT) Angelus wrote:



are you in ****? I would appreciate some advice.


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Drakontion
Drakontion
02:12 Jul 21 2008

Very wise, indeed.





Sinora
Sinora
15:32 Jul 21 2008

*Nods*





 

Just put the camera away.

23:49 Jul 20 2008
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Just put the camera away. Some days, you don’t need an image. Some days, the taste is enough. It’s very bright and sunny outside and the Chilean red wine we had with our meal means that shortly after I’ve finished writing this I’ll be fast asleep. And, that’s with ‘Diary Of The Dead’ playing, a film I’d been waiting years to see, ever since I heard Romero was making it.

Before I sat down to write, I ate a choco libibtz biscuit, a taste that went well with the strawberries and yoghurt, which we had after our meal of garlic roast chicken, roast potatoes, onion rings, roast parsnips, cabbage and leek. And boy, the taste was good.

Yet, I had mentioned how bright it is. When I came out of the cinema it really got me.

Coming out of the cinema, my glasses, with reactolite lenses, couldn’t adjust fast enough and I just stood there, for a couple of minutes.

Really, I’m lucky, without them, instant migraine.

I’d had to get to Karls in time for him to see to my downloads; so we could leave his and get to the pictures, for the previews of forthcoming features.

Not only had we made it in time, we got there in time for Karl to see his previews and then we enjoyed the film, ‘Hancock.’

Ages ago, I recall reading an interview with Will Smith where he talked of how he’d planned out his film career: and the only film he still had to make was a superhero movie. Well, he made it. And, what’s more, as I noticed, he co-produced it.

Well, kudos to Mr. Smith, from Mr Critical, it was a very good film.


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crowgirl
crowgirl
00:21 Jul 21 2008

I thought Hancock was good too :) I saw it a couple of weeks ago. However, it woulda been good if I could have watched it without incurring a neck injury.

Damn seats right next to the screen. Everything looked huuuuge!.



Fav Hancock quote: *Dude, I think you should sue McDonalds coz they fucked you up!* roflmao!





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
00:51 Jul 21 2008

ooooo

i wanna see Hancock !





 

..tired now.

23:39 Jul 19 2008
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.. my friends called down and after catch-up, we went a walk to Raby Mere and I showed them ‘my spec’ on the wall. There ages two lots of fluffy ducklings on the Mere, to Janet’s delight. Then once home, after a quick feed, then they left. A good afternoon.


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
01:06 Jul 20 2008

yay for good friends and good food !

wonderful way to end a day :)





RedQueen
RedQueen
21:31 Jul 20 2008

I wanted to let you know that I come by your journal for many reasons, to read your stories, to look at your life.



But most of all, I find peace reading with you. I like the way you write about day to day things, the calmness of things, even the way you bitch about things sometimes. It all combines to give me such a sense of continuity, of completion, and harmony. Especially when you talk about the weather, or working in the garden. Almost as good as being there myself.





 

".. not me!"

15:16 Jul 19 2008
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My room is finally tidy, meaning there is no story notes, or spindles of TV series on the floor. Janet (my pen friend from Leeds, who I met on the project) is due to call later and the blue sky has gone and there’s grey skies and showers: and, the tall ships are Liverpool, prior to the big sai and the morning should have been better than it was, but needless to say, the dole got in the way. It’s a Saturday and I can’t escape the so-and-so’s. Okay, truth be told, it was an agency working for them who is responsible for my hassle, but either way: this morning in the post, an invoice arrived for the one-day ‘emergency first-aid course’ I did last week.

“Like er.. it’s supposed to be the agency that gets that, not me.”


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
16:23 Jul 19 2008

so... things like that arent any better across the pond

:-/

*hugs*





Angelus
Angelus
16:51 Jul 19 2008

"It seems Janet & John brought the sun with them."





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
20:13 Jul 22 2008

We all have those moments..days..or longer. You'll get thru them. I have no doubt of that because it never seems to take you long to venture towards your new stories.





 

'lip-service'

14:56 Jul 19 2008
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It’s evident that may pay lip-service to reading journals, so as to increase their page count. Well, last night, I got talking with the Lady who wrote ‘Polite rebel’ and she can emulate my writing style so damn well, I was chortling like.. well, a happy person. Transpires she’d read a piece, and then the rest followed.

Well, all I gotta say is, “isn’t it cool, when someone actually reads what you’ve taken time to write??”


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..recompense

15:06 Jul 17 2008
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..The benefit people in Birkenhead did my head in last week, goodstyle.

So I'm pleased that Tuesday and Wednesday went as they did, I needed it.

On Tuesday, after a brief sojourn at Simon’s I had got to Mandy’s eventually. There was Steve, her husband out in the front, building; inside the house, not just Mandy, but also my friends Pete and Vicky, who I don’t get to see as often as I’d like.

As the wine flowed, the conversation was good; and I had taken a picture of her red and white painted high heels, to be worn with pantaloons and bustier, for a fancy-dress party; and a well cool of rocker boots.

When I left there, I’d known I was running late and although I’d been offered a bed for the night, I wouldn’t, or couldn’t take her up on it.

So, I’d called back at Simon’s, picked up a bit of green then toddled off home.

The walk could have been worse, I was well wired by that point. Simon had lent me taxi money, to get from Wallasey to Birkenhead. Unfortunately, I missed the last train to Brombrough by about one minute.

As it was though, I’d had to walk from Birkenhead. It had taken about two hours, I think and boy, did I eaten when I’d got home.

But, pleasant as the evening was, I had to go. My duvet called. This is the very same duvet that has me walk from Wallasey to Bromborough to find it.

The invite had been to see Mandy on the Tuesday evening. Mandy, the Lady who taught me to hug again; the Lady who gave me the Sony Cybershot, knowing how important imagery is to me, whose friendship means so much to me.

Come Wednesday I was travelling again and put pen to paper.

“Is the Landlord on?” I’d asked young, blonde barmaid, in the Bridge Inn, in the middle of Port Sunlight village.

“Yes,” she replied, going to get a glass.

“No, just a half please,” I quickly responded.

Then, with a smile, I said to her: “They really should change the names of some of these real beers.”

Real beer does get given some really strange names and that subject led to us talking of the Ship ‘n Mitre, in Liverpool, a pub with the best menu of guest beers I’ve ever seen. And, as I drank my half, after my walk from the benefit office, to an appointment that’s actually for Thursday, we got rambling, as you do.

And. It’s a sunny blue-sky, fluffy day. So I don’t mind the travelling, even though my feet ache, a bit.

When I got off at Birkenhead, I resisted the urge to go to The Fireman’s for a whiskey, but instead chose to cut through the precinct, near Beatties.

Well, on the way I noticed that my friend who owns the headshop Beyond, was working. So, I called in.

We chatted and watched the girls go by, as you do. He had mentioned my ex had been in ‘the other week’, then said “and she was with the other one”.

He was my replacement, a user and abuser of substances.

I figure she’s his co-addict. But, I digress.

I not glory in the fact that according to Nick, “She’s now showing her age.”

And, as I observed to him later, “that’s interesting.”

I’d then put my hand to my chest.

“My heart rate didn’t increase whatsoever, when you said that.”

That itself had been my cause to smile for quite awhile, as we continued to chat.

Then a Lady had turned up, from my past of twenty, twenty-five years ago.

And, she was a prime-example of divorce being good for you.

She told me that when I’d known her she was 3-4 stone heavier, her hair was longer and as it transpires we knew many of the same crew: and, that there seemed a distinct chance that we ‘made it’ together.’

That kept my smile on my face even longer, as I continued travelling to Wallasey, to pay of my debts, from yesterday’s pleasures.

Yet another pleasant evening had been had, during which we watched ‘War of The Worlds’ and ‘The Matrix’.

Better still, this time I’d made sure I caught the last bus home.





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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
15:30 Jul 17 2008

i love reading about things that make you smile :)





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
16:04 Jul 17 2008

You have such a way of taking me along your travels. I'm glad you've had a pleasant week.





 

Irked.

15:25 Jul 15 2008
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I am irked with Life.. benefit agencies.. pain.. lack of typing abilities; and couples walking past the house, hand in hand.. and here, 'friends' just disappearing, or not being who they professed to be.


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LadySerkan
LadySerkan
15:48 Jul 15 2008

I am always here for you my friend :-)





Sinora
Sinora
16:28 Jul 15 2008

Sounds like you got a touch of the Victor Meldrews hon.....that and the heat...*hugs*





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
14:54 Jul 16 2008

Aweee...I'm sorry to hear your having a rough time of it hon. Keep your chin up darlin...





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
02:37 Jul 17 2008

*hugs you up*





 

"awestruck .."

14:14 Jul 15 2008
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I logged into VR last night and found

to my delight, a poem, for the ‘Polite

Rebel’; and awestruck, that someone

might write a piece about me, I had

acquired the piece, to say ‘thank you’

and pay homage, to a lovely young lady.

..

Then, I chatted with another slim-Jim,

(actually a ‘Jane’) who is, she maintains,

as shy as I can be, which would surprise

many here, if only they knew.

..

All of which brings me, to a friend I’ve

of heard from, in ages, not since ..

.. we last spoke on Yahoo.

And that, was .. a long time ago: so I’ve

assured her, I’ll re-add her to my address

book, as she’s no longer there.

..

Yep, all in all, a very busy hour, or so

spent on VR.. and, that hardly begins

to touch, half the things, that were said,

shortly before I headed for bed.



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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
14:24 Jul 15 2008

a good day at VR :)





 

"Just once..."

00:18 Jul 14 2008
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Just once, I’d like to watch ‘Once Upon A Time In Mexico’ when there is agod Freeview digital signal on Channel 5. Just once. I have watched and enjoyed the previous two Mariachi films; and I liked ‘Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas’, so much I read the book (or it may have been the other way round;) and Johnny Depp was excellent as the debauched Lord Rochester in ‘The Libertine’, which I saw last week.

But, I had a rotten signal tonight, but persevered with the film, just to see the climactic fight, where he straps on his guns and blind, takes on his adversaries.

It was only tonight did I notice the cannabis leaf on his belt, as he strapped his guns on: which went well with the CIA tee-shit his character had worm earlier.

Yep, I like Johnny Depp: damn fine actor... whatever he’s in.


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Sinora
Sinora
12:19 Jul 14 2008

Yep, the Deppster rocks...x





ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
17:27 Jul 14 2008

and hes not that bad to look at either lol





Drakontion
Drakontion
09:09 Jul 15 2008

The Libertine is a fabulous film - however I made the mistake of seeing it with my mother... lol!





 

I can't understand ...

23:24 Jul 12 2008
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I cannot understand the mindset of someone who say here, or in ‘real life’, “I’m bored” ~ not when there’s so much to see and do.

Nor can I understand how in this day and age, anyone can say “I don’t do politics” ~ not when the instability of two financial institutions with names that sound similar to a certain fast food franchise threaten America and thereby the United Kingdom.

And I am left stupefied, by those who says, “I don’t care” ~ when they’d want someone, somewhere, to care for them.


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Maledicta
Maledicta
00:14 Jul 13 2008

I've always thought that suffering a lot from boredom displays a slight lack of intellect - it's not difficult to find something to amuse yourself...





crowgirl
crowgirl
00:19 Jul 13 2008

I agree with Maledicta. If I ever think *I'm bored*, then I'll go and find myself something to do. Wether it be watching something on youtube, or reading, or research. You can never be bored with the internet at your fingertips!





Sinora
Sinora
14:21 Jul 13 2008

Yep I'm with you on this one hon x





ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
17:26 Jul 14 2008

i know what you mean. I go to rate profiles and it really kind of makes me not want to rate. and these are our future leaders? please give me a break. if you dont want to talk or make friends then whats the point of being here?.. and as for bored i know what you mean. in my opinion just go do something instead of whining that your bored.





 

“It’s just the system … "

13:06 Jul 11 2008
Times Read: 1,314


Well, I went to the medical interview, which felt ludicrous to me.

‘Can you do this? How does it affect you on a day-to-day basis? Etc …’

It all felt rather ludicrous to me. I’m having an operation, simple as.

Anyways … that done, I expected my transport money home.

No. It seems it has to go in your account. Uhuh.

“It’s in the letter.”

So it was, after pages of Chinese and Urdu: and something else, or so.

So, after being buck passed from one to another, I politely lost it and began to walk home, dressed smart on a sunny day.

As I walked, I kept hearing the reception staffs final words before I left, “It’s just the system … " Well, I finally got to my own benefit office and said, amongst other things: “Send me there again and I’ll practice self-immolation.”

I mean, much as I try not to get stressed Now .. the idiots had got to me, badstyle. That said, one did listen, though by then I’d walked miles … and, as I write this down, after voluntary work and cooking my meal, at least I know why my feet ache.

Later, a friend phoned to see if I would call on the Friday, as he was going to work.

Now the previous Friday had been disappointing, when I’d called down for my shorts.

The respect and kindness I was shown at my benefit office and my friend’s phone-call really made my day.

I mean, it’s so refreshing when people demonstrate such respect, the same sort of respect that they might want themselves.

People like those I met, through Vicky, who I met at Liscard Hall in ‘92

I was gutted by that place going up in flames the other day.

The fire at Liscard Hall, on Liscard road really upset me, as in 1992, it is were I first met the friend who led to me meeting the others I know. It was a good time. Now, people are blaming the local youths, which may well be the case. Though, I find it a little suspicious what with all of the disagreements between different parties over the fate of this place. The decision has now been made.

If the building had been maintained, with adequate security, this never would have happened. I wonder whose purpose this suited?


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SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
16:20 Jul 11 2008

Hang in there. Around every corner, you'll find some strength.





 

a good night in with 'the lads'

15:40 Jul 09 2008
Times Read: 1,331


I had a good night in with 'the lads' last night. It'll take me all day to recover.

..my poor tummy.

..my poor head,

..

..my oh-so-tired eyes.


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ladyofdragonrose
ladyofdragonrose
18:38 Jul 09 2008

smiles...poor Angelus...hands you some tylenol..





Sinora
Sinora
21:11 Jul 09 2008

Meh > dirty stop out...lol





Drakontion
Drakontion
04:00 Jul 10 2008

The important thing is that you had a good night with your mates =)

Physical side effects of said good night come a poor second to that.





 

..the course that wasn't.

00:58 Jul 08 2008
Times Read: 1,351


Monday morning and there’s my Father giving me a lift to Carlett Park, the college I had first gone to in 1976, to do General Catering. It was a pleasant, but rainy.

It was almost sad, to see how much of the college had been sold off, for ‘nice’ new builds, that occupy what had been part of what I recalled so well from ‘my youth.’

As it was, I had arrived thinking I was doing Health & Safety and even went to the trouble of booking myself onto a first-aid course, only to find out that’s what I was down for. I’d wanted the course for two reasons; primarily revision; and to learn the ‘new’ ways of doing what I’d been taught.

The biggest change, for me, what that the way compressions are done is different.

Anyways, while I was out, my Mother went to Clatterbridge Hospital, for a check on her chest, then in the afternoon, my Father went to Arrowe Park Hospital to get his hearing seen to and acquire a digital hearing-aid. In part, due to his Tinnitus, he’s not impressed with what he’s received and says the analogue was better.

I got home before them and sat in the back, in the sun awhile, eating my banana and yogurt, while I waited for them to come home. When they came home, the first thing I did was to cut the onion for our tea, cheese ‘n onion potato casserole. Transpires my Dad doesn’t like doing it as it makes his eyes water so much. And my Mother does need him to certain jobs still. So, what do I get to do, the onions. That said, I have sussed out now how to do it without my eyes doing as Dad’s, by running the knife under the cold tap. So easy and it works.

Anyways, after tea I checked out he photo’s I took at the college, particularly paying attention to the ones of the old church, which has stood where it does since well before the Second World War, when it and the surrounding building were a transit camp for returning P.O.W.’s from the Japanese camps.

At the time, my Grandfather had been in charge of the place, as the only regular, in charge of home-guard, looking after the returnees.

And, my Father says, “I’ve probably spent at least five years, or so of my retirement waiting in waiting rooms.” He said it with a smile.

Although, he’s been of a lot of help to my Mum, so it might just have been right.







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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
02:05 Jul 08 2008

mmm

now im hungry for cheese ‘n onion potato casserole!!





Sinora
Sinora
06:35 Jul 08 2008

Yep, I can taste it from here lol





 

..early to bed.

22:55 Jul 06 2008
Times Read: 1,369


I have college tomorrow.

I am doing my Health and safety, 'coz I try to keep that and my first-aid up to date.



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xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
22:57 Jul 06 2008

Ha, ha..not another health and safety nutz!





Angelus
Angelus
22:59 Jul 06 2008

and no hard hat





 

Sinora asked "And the prize was ???"

13:40 Jul 06 2008
Times Read: 1,377


I never said, did I?? Goldarn memory of mine. I won a Doctor Who audio story, 'Wishing Well' read by Debbie Chazen, who played the ill-fated Foon Van Hoff in 'The Voyage Of The Damned.'

It was written by Trevor Baxendale and features the characters of The Doctor, as played by David Tennant and Martha Jones, as played by Freema Agyeman.


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
13:45 Jul 06 2008

Congrats !!





Sinora
Sinora
16:11 Jul 06 2008

Nice prize hon x





 

Sinora & Joli

13:18 Jul 06 2008
Times Read: 1,384


Always good with a conversation, this ladies comments om my portfolio touched me far more than she could possily imagine.

The only thing that's comparable, is Joli complimenting my new poem.

You two ladies have honoured me indeed.

..



"Thank you, both."



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Sinora
Sinora
13:30 Jul 06 2008

Your welcome *hugs* x





Joli
Joli
00:31 Jul 08 2008

Very welcome.





 

'Journey’s End'

12:57 Jul 06 2008
Times Read: 1,386


‘Journey’s End’ was a far, far better than it might have been. It tied up the ‘loose ends’ and gave the die-hards several something’s to smile at, while allowing the story to be just what it was, the best Dalek story, so far.

And yes, I laughed at the knowing ‘in-jokes;’ and, cried, at Harriet Jones’ death; at Rose getting the Doctor, at last, (albeit a version of him;) and, the prospect of no more Bernard Cribbins as Wilfred Mott. That said, it looks like Torchwood’s got a new team; and at the end of his own journey as writer and executive, Russell T, pulled it off: after sixteen years, the fellow got Doctor Who back on our screens; and, in a form the viewers of today can appreciate.

“So Russell T. Davis, I lift my glass to you…”


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Sinora
Sinora
13:29 Jul 06 2008

*Nods*





 

last episode of Doctor Who

00:48 Jul 06 2008
Times Read: 1,393


The Adelphi in Liverpool was one the premier hotels in Liverpool. It still looks good though; and was a good venue for the last episode of Doctor Who.

Okay.. the last episode of series four.. and there was me, taking photo’s for two different groups, one of which was a charity, in memory of a dead nurse, who worked at my local hospital: so, I’ve got to produce what “Boss Lady” wanted for their magazine. And, I won a prize on the raffle...


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Sinora
Sinora
13:28 Jul 06 2008

And the prize was ???





 

If you don't have The Radio Times

14:53 Jul 05 2008
Times Read: 1,410


BBC 1 6.40 PM DOCTOR WHO



13/13 Journey's End



Even though the prophecy foretell death, the Doctor's companions join forces to take on Davros and the Daleks.



The Doctor David Tennant

Donna Noble Catherine Tate

Rose Tyler Billie Piper

Martha Jones Freema Agyeman

Captain Jack Harkness John Barrowman

Sarah Jane Smith Elisabeth Sladen


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BlackxDiamond
BlackxDiamond
16:20 Jul 05 2008

I can't wait!





 

..new drawing's up in the portfolio.

14:41 Jul 05 2008
Times Read: 1,413


I used to be in one of the two comic classes in England. Though I'm not as good as I'd like.


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Sinora
Sinora
14:44 Jul 05 2008

He lies > he's very good, check out the latest in his port.





 

depends on what happens in this final episode ..

14:16 Jul 05 2008
Times Read: 1,420


“It’s an honour to write dialogue for David and Catherine – whether I’ll ever get that chance again depends on what happens in this final episode.”



Quote: Russell T. Davis (Radio Times)



“The repercussions of what Davros has done, and [what that means] for the Doctors companions, are huge and far-reaching. It’s a brave way to end the series.



Quote: Catherine Tate (Radio Times)



Reaading these quotes made me look forward to watching the last episode all the more.



So, later.. it’s off to the Adelphi Hotel, to watch the last episode, with many of the Yahoo Group I with, ‘Fans Like Us.’



Should be, ‘.. interesting.’


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Sinora
Sinora
14:18 Jul 05 2008

Yep...can't wait





 

“It’s like something has changed in the last few weeks.”

13:50 Jul 05 2008
Times Read: 1,427


Young Jon and I came in from the outside of the church, having emptied our black bags and the little we’d picked up in the industrial size, yellow wheelie-bin.

As I said to Lily, just before we locked up prior to leaving: “It’s like something has changed in the last few weeks.” This week, as we opened the doors and as I stood there with the bin and the wedges for the double doors, each had been taken from me.

Not only were the wedges and the rubbish bin put out ‘for Neil’, but also there was less drunken behaviour, even from the drunks, which seems like a strange thing to be able to say. I’ve noticed, not just the week gone, but the couple preceding it.

Certain individuals, ‘street hard’ are being helpful and appreciative and whereas must of the changed behaviours is, ‘for Neil’, it could just as well be for say Lily, or Roger. Yet, surprising as I found it... I liked it.


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
14:10 Jul 05 2008

your making a difference..



*hugs*





Sinora
Sinora
14:17 Jul 05 2008

Have you never heard the phrase > help the aged ? *grins and runs*





 

..on the way to the pub

00:30 Jul 05 2008
Times Read: 1,437


I saw the ex tv lover in town today.

We exchanged greetings.. and there ws a moment when it looked like more might be said .. but, it wasn't. a good thing, really: he drinks.. or did. to excess.. and did ring at inappropriate times.

he discovered aspects of his sexuality, through me.


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
01:16 Jul 05 2008

you seem to have that affect on people sometimes :)





Sinora
Sinora
09:49 Jul 05 2008

*Goes away to think about that one*





 

“Life is…”

13:36 Jul 03 2008
Times Read: 1,466


“Life is, finding new places to shave; and new places that need petroleum jelly.”



“Life is good, when you’re walking through town, to get your bus; and, someone stops you in the middle of the street, with ‘Don’t you remember me?’ And they’ve put a little weight on (not much) and no longer dresses like as a Punk. Then, when you recall them (quickly) and think how long it had been since you saw her (about 16 years) you’re pleased and delighted to receive not one hug, but two.”


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Sinora
Sinora
13:43 Jul 03 2008

I am so not going to ask about the petroleum jelly lol





crowgirl
crowgirl
15:35 Jul 03 2008

Awww.........but I kinda wanted to know about the jelly.........0.o lol.





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
15:47 Jul 03 2008

I'm kinda wondering how the petroleum jelly fits in with rekindling a friendship.....

.....on second thought, maybe I shouldn't ask that which I really don't wan the answer to? lol





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
10:36 Jul 04 2008

*raises one eyebrow*





Angelus
Angelus
13:01 Jul 04 2008

..don't know whether to write it or not, Now.





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
14:12 Jul 05 2008

*giggles*

personally, knowing you like i do, i would love to read it :)





 

..an evening in.

13:35 Jul 03 2008
Times Read: 1,467


Quoted friends.







“Have you seen the advert for the new Bourne Identity game? I think it’s called .. something beginning with ‘C’ …”

“Aha, is it The Bourne something, or other .. ?”



~ Paul & Neil



“An ababcus has a better memory than Neil …”



~ Simon



“…she has more baggage than Heathrow.”



~ Neil



“A man and his bike are soon parted.”



~ Neil


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Joli
Joli
00:07 Jul 05 2008

Awesome!





 

.. irrespective of these twerps

00:44 Jul 02 2008
Times Read: 1,482


It’s the sticky end to a very strange day. I had hassle without leaving the house in the morning. Seems an agency does the medicals for the dole & I’ve got one soon, to justify my claim. Needless, the operation is taking place irrespective of these twerps, who assess my claim, with a tick of the box. That said, if they and the training agency with the worst interviewer I’ve ever met, are indicators of the agencies working for our benefit agencies, woe betide those who need their help and aren’t as articulate their needs as much as I am.

Irritation was swept aside, eventually, after a chat with my advisor; and a spell in the garden, that last most of the day, on a beautiful, blue-sky sunny day.

Then I returned indoors, to discover the limitations of my pc, when editing film.


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KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
02:31 Jul 02 2008

close your eyes and think of the garden sweetie :)





Sinora
Sinora
10:37 Jul 02 2008

Na, close your eye and think of England...oh no wrong scenario lol





SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
15:11 Jul 02 2008

Better yet...write another one of those yummy stories to get your mind off of the 'twerps'.



Oh wait....that would get MY mind off of the twerps..hmmm



KIDDING!



*hugs* to you darlin. Spend some more time in your garden, take time to smell the fragrant blooms. Relax yourself often there, if that's what does it.



Pay no mind to the twerps...they have no clue what relaxation is.








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